bye spm

Hmmp, finally I had finished my last subject. And yea, SPM is over, FINALLLLYYYYY :) But weird, I don't really feel happy, idk why? Hmmp. I though I'll be super duper damn happy after my SPM but nooooo, I din have this feeling. Maybe I have too many things hiding in my heart yet I cant release it out. I'm waiting for the day for me to wreak it out. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

SPM:o

23/11, BM:

couldn't sleep. woke up panicking (lol) but both papers went pretty well despite some screw ups. TODAY IS ALSO THE DAY CHOCOLATE BECAME THE INSIDE JOKE OF THE '93 BABIES.

(one hour later)

shit, i think i screwed up more than i thought shit shit shit i am so stupid T_T

24/11, English:

woke up in hysterics because i couldn't remember if paper 1 was essay questions or comprehension == might've screwed some stuff up for my essays, used an 8B pencil instead of a 2B to shade in my answers wtfffffff

25/11, Sejarah:

after paper 1: OMG THAT WAS OKAY WHAT

after paper 2: kill me, please.

29/11, Maths:

buttraped hard by paper 1. what was that?! paper 2 was much better. i hope whatever i did is enough to get me my A. i really started tearing up after paper 1. i'm gonna be so angry at myself if i don't get this ):

01/12, Add Maths:

the first day of december was not a pretty one. buttraped HARD by both add maths paper. but i'm one of the few who thought paper 2 was hard which is kinda worrying. okay, gonna forget about add maths till results come out. please god, just give me my credit.

02/12, Physics:

idk what to make of it. it's the same as one of my papers during trials. it was good one one hand, bad on another :S

and i've gotten paranoid about writing my angka giliran wrong (which i did the other day hdfsdhfsjkdb thank god i noticed) but they still check the ic numbers right?

06/12, Chemistry:

few careless mistakes in paper 1 (FFFFFFUUUU), a few screw ups in paper 2, idk what to say about paper 3 tho lol but i'm pretty happy and confident for this subject (: i was in such a good mood after, i decided to clear out part of my cupboard LOL

08/12, Biology:

careless mistakes in paper 1 AGAIN == few problems with paper 2 but it was pretty good overall :D

i also wrote my angka giliran wrong again. what the hell is wrong with me?

AAAAAAAND IT'S OVER!

i feel normal tho :S and my plans of sleeping for 16 hours failed. meh.

but at least we ended it on a good note (:

i can't believe high school is officially officially over.

Posted by sacha 6:25

end's of the yers 2010

year in and year out i always say the same thing: time flew by too fast.

it's the last day of 2010. what have i got to say about it?

it had its usual ups and downs, mostly downs.

it was a pretty bad year for me, started off awfully but it gradually got better and then it got worse and then it was good again. it was one heck of a roller coaster ride.

i made new friends and definitely found out who'll stick by me when i need them.

i've learned amazing things about dealing with drama as i've had my fair share of them.

i sat for SPM and i graduated from high school. a part of my life that i'm pretty happy to be over with.

i think i studied more this year than i've ever had in my whole life.

i had fun, of course. loads of it.

i can't wait for college to start, to begin everything i've been planning for since the beginning of 2010. i've made at least a thousand "after SPM lists".

i'm not going to do the whole picture post of what i've done like i usually do because honestly, i don't know what else to say about this year. too many things have happened.

how was your year? :)

soryyy guy's late upload..!!

My deepest apology everyone for the late upload!

Since summer school had started few days ago, I knew how torturing it will be thereafter, always hoping that the days will fall on Fridays all the time. Speaking of SS at Greens, I was a little disappointed at first cos Merica got transferred to some other schools since Greens does not offer her wanted Math course, I have to deal with my whereabouts for breaks and lunches on my own. Of course, they are some trusted and untrustworthy unknown I can assume their approach was up to no good, so I'd rather get back to my old mates than taking a risk of the whole friend-hood conflicts.

Many of you might be wondering how are the teachers from Miliken doing things. I'm about to tell you that they're more than stupendous, like my current Asian bio teacher, Mr. Leung!
Not only he is hilarious, he speaks what comes out of his mind, not worrying about some harsh words that makes his sentences flow so well we often laugh our ass off whatsoever, yet his teaching skills are excellent too!

I was rather anxious about summer school teachers beforehand because I spoke to my home school's counsellor few weeks ago, she mentioned that it wasn't advisable to get credits from major courses like Biology, which I will carry on with Science in my future career, even so she wanted me to get some other easier courses instead since this one month period of learning is a bit of rush, something like you fail these mini quizzes, you're done! That worries me a lot. It was just the fact that the other course I took wasn't available anymore therefore, I had to change it to Bio during one of my school days; not to say I rebelled against my teacher's advice but I was up to no choice. It was still a bit of a struggle for now.

I have work almost ever weekdays right after summer school. It sounded even worst if I were to say I spend only a maximum of 9 hours at home-eating, sleeping, and showering that takes away most of the time while the agenda goes the same on the next day, eh? Some times I feel absolutely tired, weak, and brittle. I don't know what might seem to be the cause. They say I haven't have enough food, but they're very wrong. I'm facing something called binge disorder if you have heard of it. I looove food now. Hands couldn't let go of eatable items.Maybe because it happens after the period of anorexia nervosa?

I'm not p.shooting for this whole month now, or forever?

I'm not sure but spare my mind for now :).

xx

END OF SPM

28 on nov 2010..!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha..the good day's tho me.