soryyy guy's late upload..!!

My deepest apology everyone for the late upload!

Since summer school had started few days ago, I knew how torturing it will be thereafter, always hoping that the days will fall on Fridays all the time. Speaking of SS at Greens, I was a little disappointed at first cos Merica got transferred to some other schools since Greens does not offer her wanted Math course, I have to deal with my whereabouts for breaks and lunches on my own. Of course, they are some trusted and untrustworthy unknown I can assume their approach was up to no good, so I'd rather get back to my old mates than taking a risk of the whole friend-hood conflicts.

Many of you might be wondering how are the teachers from Miliken doing things. I'm about to tell you that they're more than stupendous, like my current Asian bio teacher, Mr. Leung!
Not only he is hilarious, he speaks what comes out of his mind, not worrying about some harsh words that makes his sentences flow so well we often laugh our ass off whatsoever, yet his teaching skills are excellent too!

I was rather anxious about summer school teachers beforehand because I spoke to my home school's counsellor few weeks ago, she mentioned that it wasn't advisable to get credits from major courses like Biology, which I will carry on with Science in my future career, even so she wanted me to get some other easier courses instead since this one month period of learning is a bit of rush, something like you fail these mini quizzes, you're done! That worries me a lot. It was just the fact that the other course I took wasn't available anymore therefore, I had to change it to Bio during one of my school days; not to say I rebelled against my teacher's advice but I was up to no choice. It was still a bit of a struggle for now.

I have work almost ever weekdays right after summer school. It sounded even worst if I were to say I spend only a maximum of 9 hours at home-eating, sleeping, and showering that takes away most of the time while the agenda goes the same on the next day, eh? Some times I feel absolutely tired, weak, and brittle. I don't know what might seem to be the cause. They say I haven't have enough food, but they're very wrong. I'm facing something called binge disorder if you have heard of it. I looove food now. Hands couldn't let go of eatable items.Maybe because it happens after the period of anorexia nervosa?

I'm not p.shooting for this whole month now, or forever?

I'm not sure but spare my mind for now :).

xx